I'm sorry I have been silent lately. I have been going through a lot lately, but I think I am ready to announce this. I was recently diagnosed as being genetically XXY with Klinefelter Syndrome. This is the cause of my sterility. Also through some intense hypnotherapy it turns out my unconscious mind was seeking to become something really feminine. Anything that was feminine, and my mind associated pads as being feminine. What I was really seeking was to become feminine myself. Through therapy I have come to the realization that I'm a woman. Over the last several days I have been struggling to make sense of everything. I have therefore decided to pursue becoming a woman.
Please keep in mind that being genetically XXY has nothing to do with my mental issues. Personally I blame my brother who forced me to perform oral sex on him numerous times over the years, and how he use to whisper that I was a girl as he tried to coerce me into letting him penetrate me. I hate my brother. I hope he rots in hell.